I always doubted myself, because it is very difficult to trust in deep love

Prior to five years I could not believe myself. I always doubted myself, because it is very difficult to trust in deep love; but I could not deny this to myself either. 

It's night- it's dark- there is loneliness-

I am listening and looking, when Shaheer sends love to Creation, and prayer for wholeness with wet eyes. then she hug herself. 

I am aware that its not easy to trust in this bliss. This is the only reason she use these words, face-book, google and Blog as an instrument.